I've been feeling pretty down lately. Sometimes I don't know where my life has gone, and how is it that I am only a year away from the big 3-0. Have not heard back from any of the places I interviewed at. I know I ought to call back to see the process, but it is so disappointing to call them and hear, "I'm sorry..."  

For not having a job, I've been super busy. I'm officially now a Mrs. and not Miss. It is weird. I still forget to put my wedding band on everyday. It was a beautiful wedding. Even though it rained and was cloudy for most of our time there, the whole trip was better than I could have hoped for. It was lovely and magical. I truly felt so beautiful and happy, as every bride should feel on her wedding day.

We have not decided where to honeymoon yet. I wish we had planned the honeymoon before, but neither of us are very proactive. It was stressful enough for us to just even think about the wedding. April would have been an ideal time for us to go somewhere, since I am not working at all. I am afraid that once I start working, I will not be able to take time off work so soon in the job to go somewhere. There are already two big trips planned that I need to take time off for if I do (by some miracle) get hired this month.

Speaking of finding work, I came home to a phone call for a job interview. I am really interested in the position, but I think they are gonna pass on me. I only guess this because they never contacted the reference I gave them. I'm not too thrilled with the schedule but the location is ideal. I could take the bus easily and learn a lot in this new job. Sometimes I wish people could be more open to my ability to learn something quickly instead of writing me off because I don't have the necessary experience. I realize it's a risk most agencies would rather not take. I don't blame them. 

There will be some big changes coming this year; I can feel it. It's all scary and exciting at the same time. I am ready for something new in my life.